A change is gonna come.

I've mentioned on this blog before that my desire for stability is the driving force in my life. As a child of divorce, I hated being shipped around to different homes, and eventually different cities on someone else's whims. I loathed the feeling of being a wondering soul, with no place to call home. And at a young age, I promised myself something. Stability. Even then, I knew that in order to have stablility, I could never settle for anything less than what I wanted, what I knew I could accomplish. And to this day, I've refused to settle for anything, and that means a great deal of instability as I have wandered around, attempting to live the dream. And there is certainly going to be more of that in the coming months as things in my life will continue to shift around.

Big, huge, life changing things. Some are great, some are the complete opposite of great. And while I'm certainly uneasy about these alterations, I am optimistic about the future and the potential these changes will bring. There are too many details left to iron out to get into the specifics of things, but in the meantime, I need a little positive thinking. I know that I'm going to be tested soon, and I could use all the good vibes I can get.

It's been a long, a long time coming but I know, a change is gonna come, oh yes it will.